Sunday, June 13, 2010

The hummingbird of panic

There’s a hummingbird in your chest,
in that aching cage of bone.
You hold it there too tightly
to hush its maddened drone.

And when you wake each morning,
again, you trap it still.
It’s harder, harder every day
to clench the growing thrill

of panic, at seeing the world
all clean-pressed and aglow.
You tremble as you wonder
if someone might just know

what dreams you had last night
as you starved for blessed rest
that never came, as hummingbird screams
tore through your prison chest.

If only you could crush its wings
to feathers and debris.
Or better yet, have mercy
and set the mad thing free.

But our poor, dear hummingbird,
must stay forever in its cage.
So you wash the nightmares from your skin
and claw your way onstage.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

please.

i read the books
you gave me.
i’m so desperate
to keep you here
beside my bed.
i listen to all the songs
you sung to me.
i torture meaning
from every word.
i find no meaning
in this distance.
this senseless, senseless
space.
please please please
come back.
i tried eating again,
but a spoonful of sugar
can’t mask this bitter
senseless distance.
find me, please
before I find myself
whimpering, pathetic.
and throw it from the cliff.
like rags. like nothing.
like senseless senseless
distance.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

They chant...

They chant
God Save Us

Their voices swooping
Like maddened birds

They stand,
Still still still
A cleared forest
Of stumps stumps stumps.

They pray,
Your will not mine,

As the waves crash
Against the walls.

I want
to scream murder
My voice ravaged,
Crucified, silenced.

Please, please,
Save yourselves
You poor, stupid,
nothing congregation.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Time

Now Time
is just empty space
between kisses.

Is it a sentence? Is it a haiku? Is it a love sonnet? THE CONFUSION O_O

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Reflection

What is the point in reflection,
If all I see is myself?

Out of my mind...

I'm finally out of my mind,
I couldn't stay there any longer.
It was driving me mad. 

Friday, March 5, 2010

Memory Loss

I am confused
But I don’t know why.
There is no excuse
So I let out a sigh.
I persevere,
I try to remember.
But my condition is severe,
It has been since last September.
Or maybe it was December?
I really can’t remember.
I try to resume
My daily routine.
Please let me go home,
This place is too clean.
I consumed the tea
It tastes really great.
All the little things
I try to appreciate.
They persuaded me to come
With free biscuits and tea.
They said it would fun
What happened to me?
I haven’t seen my family
Since last December.
Or maybe it was September?
I just can’t remember.

We wrote this three minutes ago for Michael's Year 6 poem project. Hope he gets an A+++++! XD